I believe :D

There's a boy in my mind and I can’t stop wondering about him

I can't explain my feelings but I think about it everyday

I knew that he was something special

And when I dream about him, he's the best part of my dream

But I was dumb and everything moved too fast

It's kinda late when I wanna start to reach out to him

I was hoping if I could bring yesterday back around,

Because when he talked to me, I swear the whole world stops

I think I'm crazy to think that I must have known him in another life

Everything that he did, everything that he said,

I felt a connection when he looked into my eyes

Call me crazy but I got a way of knowing when something is right

I believe that someday, together, we will walk the same path

With him standing by my side, holding me close,

I'll be smiling while looking into his eyes

And with every single kiss and hugs, we'll fall deeper for each other

Yes I know how I feel about him now

And I will never try to deny

I won't rush, I'll take it slow

And there'll be no moving on,

Because I know he's the one

♥

Slowly, I've fallen for you..

I don't wanna fall out, but..

We're running out of time,

I don't know what to do..

I don't want my heart running on empty..

Time flies and now I want you so much..

Don't ask me why, don't ask me how,

I don't know..

I just can't resist you..

Every day feels so sweet, every sweet day

Cause you're on my mind..

I don't care what others say, what they think,

Cause you're the only one that's making sense to me..

I don't want to walk away, I won't run from the truth..

Is it crush? Is it love?

I don't know, I need you somehow..

Is there any possibilities that you feel the same?

Every day turns brighter when you're around..

You've reached my heart, you've made me smile,

It'll be hard for me to forget you..

I'm wondering if I ever crossed your mind,

And if you're holding back like the way I did..

I don't want to lose this feeling..

What have happened were meant to be..

Don't think about what's wrong or right,

Stop for a while and look into my eyes,

I'll stop the time forever,

When you're standing close next to me,

When it's just you and me,

Honestly, that's everything I need..

If only you realize what I've realized,

We're perfect for each other..

I got you to hold me up,

And I will never let you down..

I'll never ever let you leave me..

Now I need some miracles,

And a sprinkle of courage to reach to your heart..

Dear You and I..

You always shout and scream and broke my peaceful surroundings
I never really understand what you used to fret about
You carried unbearable pain on your back alone
I never really care about the pain that burdened you
You were a lady with such a bad behaviour
I often think only about your negative side

You act like a 10-years-old kid
You have no patience
You are also very selfish at times
You act whatever you like
You always cling to your past

I never really understand back then
I kinda understand now
I often try to be nice to you
I sometime try to talk to you
I want to hug you every morning

You might have to understand
You have to accept the fact
I can't do everything I wanted to
I don't really have the courage

You and I, we need time to change
I know time will heal everything
You have to give the time, some time
I know everything will be alright
You and I, we need to breathe..

Diary

It's been years since I kept dreaming

If the reason was because I loved him too much

I should have been happy

But it hurts so much

Will this continue forever?

Why am I like this?

I hate it

Tears won't stop flowing

I wrote everything down

I thought that I have feelings for him

Years passed and I realized

The dream that haunts me almost every night

Perhaps it was not love

It was the opposite instead

I did wrong in the past

It was not easy being me

I never really love you

Even from the beginning

It was a false feeling

From the bottom of my heart,

I hope you leave me

Now its time to go through all this.

Lets not see each other

I don't want to see you again

I'm going to live well

I won't look for you anymore

Even in dreams don't look for me.

I wrote it down,

I wrote it big,

"I'm sorry, bye-bye!"

on my diary.....

-Kherin-